Blogging in the middle of a repose and serene twilight is not exactly a wonderful thing.
there is a reason for what is happening. Always. Reading random blogs have been my interest, normally friend's blog. It has been kind of a despairing thing that people do reflect a different side of themselves in the cyber world. So call the "dark side".
To a Good Girl-friend of mine She seems oblivious about her own gradual changes into a different person. A person that i woud not want to be associated with. Why do some people reflect such an apocryphal side of themselves. I ask myself while reading through her blog. Was it pure entertainment? I doubt so. At least to me maybe, it was not. It really dispirit me. Did she change? Her enviroment? "Everybody will make changes at certain point of their life." i use to say that. But now when i read her blog, i have come to accept that i cannot accept this person like i use to.
My impression of her is going to be imprinted in my memory like her blog url suggest. A memory of her. A preceding friendship? A past tense story. Has our friendship journey come to a conclusion. or are we going to embark on a new journey. The way she talk and the way she blog is totally contradistinctive. I would say i regret neglecting this friendship and choosing to mug and not spending enough quality time with her. Is this part and parcel of life? I do ask myself sometime. Where friends will start evolving and disappearing from your life. One by one. At least for now i have a really nice bunch of friends. I still hope she will really blog in her way that she use to be. a girl so innocent and sweet. It sounded all audacious and brassy.
The pure white flower that you are obsessed over should signifies you and not to cover your tainted areas of your life. Bring your inner beauty out and shine with it. tainted but purifies. I feel like crying, as if i have lost my sight. my ability to see what is ahead. at least when I am not there for you, stand still, i will see you nevertheless. if you move an inch, i will lose touch with you.
I just want to say that I really misses you buddy. I've not been there as much as you have been. I just want to let you know how much i misses you and please revert back to your old self at least in the cyber world. I guess this is gonna have to hurt because I really do not want to lose another buddy. i want to meet you up soon.
Anyway I am feeling all motivated to study because of my dear friend Tracie. She has applied for 7 overseas university, or even more. I want to study hard and aim to get a scholarship myself. Back to The Geek Life. Oh i have a new crush. Anastasia? perhaps.
For now i need to turn in. It's 4:40am now. I hope this entry will really drive into 'your' head. I LOVE all of you guys out there. nights.
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