First of all, hope you peeps like the new song i had post on my blog. certain amount of despondency can be felt but it does sounds abit happy. It sounds like freedom!
I am not exactly in a good mood today. I feel really pissed off for no particular reason. sometimes it gets abit overboard i freak myself out. Phew. Lit is finally over. The paper is managable, i didnt say it's easy ok. I would expect at least a pass. No i will. <-- one of those few days that i constantly remind myself i will do well. Oh talk about that, while i was attempting the Lit questions! I had this super O'lvl feeling. the times when i actually write so much. No doubt there are a existing amount of Alien Language. Rozell said he's gonna be easy on us. i really hope so. hahas.
Oh dear. I feel really really bad today. There is this feeling i am crushed. My heart is failing me. I really wish so. Maybe i haven been in a true relationship for quite sometime. been feeling all the heartache recently. but i manage to wake up every morning and smile at the mirror. Is so ironic why i would even smile to myself and feel all sulky by the end of the day. Been in some turmoil for quite sometime. Mixed emotion. I really need someone to piece my heart back to where it was in the beginning. I feel so ever empty and stranded recently. Perhaps it's the working of the promos. although i actually feel kinda relax during this period. been slacking and studying during friday night and till today. My mood is really erractic! it's too much for my heart to take that amount of changes so rapidly. I am upset and lost for sure.
Is true that all good things come to an end. Perhaps you may have heard of that song by Nelly Furtado. Lovers will become friends. Reality is always so harsh. Ouch* Flames will end up to dust and it will always be true that the used to burning desire symbolise by the fire will one day turn to dust, loses it's value and be gone in the atmosphere forever. I just really need to open up how i feel recently and do hope it will come to an end soon. I will make all good things last for sure.
I feel very scattered no doubt about it. Maybe i am obsess with this fanatic mood. Swear i will really fix this despondent feeling and stop mourning over the past. Will let it flow past. soon enough when i adjust my feelings.
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Personal Calendar
Nov 23 - Lit P5
Nov 24 - St James Powerhouse
Nov 27 - Prom@Fullerton
Nov 29 - Malaysia
Dec 02 - Bintan
Dec 08 - Hongkong
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