I was sad. I am sad. The reason why everything upsets me is because I cannot seem to find the source of sadness. So am I still entitled to feel unhappy? No one can ever understand me because it seems I have kept a big part of my life only to myself? Everything eventually escalate within me and now finally it has successfully spiral out of control. So many futile attempts to stop feeling this way. I am starting to hate life. Carefully structuring it the way I want it to end. I want to see faces of angels in my sleep. No, I wanted it! It was unfair! I didn't want things to happen this way. I wanted "me" to die, but I cant just stand and hope that life will go easy on me. So I let it happen the way I wanted it to be.
I can't take my mind of you. You're death. So I shall make a pact that eventually we will meet up soon. You're the only one that could take the pain away. I am sorry for not being there for you and now desperately finding you. I feel torn inside.
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