Thursday, June 29, 2006
Muahaha. it seems that someone has been hiding behind that tagboard for too long. hey f**ker come out now and play. Whatever. it seems i still have not warm up enough to start revision on my Shakespears.
"Look at her, Moor, if thou hast eyes to see
She has deceived her father, and may thee."
Ok! stop! I am scaring everyone online with my "BOOOOO!" when did i develop this habit? is healthy anyway.so everyone let's start doing cyber scares which is of no use anyway. watch this funny video. Click on it, it will keep you awake i swear!
*click on the red words to see the video.
And to help promote the clowns who lip-sync to the used-to-be-favourite song by numee-bu de bu ai. Or you can catch their so-called version of 2006 FIFA World Cup Special Edition. And you will see how retarded humans can become, superbly insane in their own comfort zone at home. desperate for attention i must say but they seriously are clowns and they made my day. cool. And you should seriously see some of the butt stunts that the ang-moh freaking tries to do in shakira's video and even the kids go crazy,you will cry. Let's see the real stuff. You will want to make yourself look so retarded and become famous instantly. The Dadada clowns are actually famous and now in the entertainment industry after posting tonnes of their retarded videos. Now you will ask me why the people behind that 2 clowns are not responding. God knows and i bet they do that so often that they are numb to it.
Fauzi show me a very very nice Ipod video. I thought it was damn good but you gotta sensor out the whole sex part. The dance move was damn good. If you want to view it, request from me through msn because i do not want to post some R-21 materials on my blog.
Tomorrow is my last paper. thank goodness. I've waited for this day for like a million years and instead of our usual celebration, to hell with Chinese oral. wtf.. i was told by Fanny that we have oral tomorrow like yesterday. I was like "are you sure?" and yes it's a fact and it's going to happen. I am so going to make the invigilator love madly with my F class standard in chinese. Had breakfast with Celine, Chi Meng, Joanna and Luv. Was telling some chinese riddles cum jokes. It was more of a riddle affair as they were joking about my chinese. wth. Celine claim she was very worried about my chinese oral. Muahaha. Numee was planning with me about the activities for tomorrow and i suggested going for a tan and to my horror my oral ends around 3plus. wtf. i was like tan my arse-hole.
See this conversation with me and numees.In msg form.
"Friday how?"
"you mean tomorrow? i don't know what time my oral will end. wanna go out at night?"
"Where? Anything."
"I want to go swimming first tmr.Thanafter that we hang out? Go swimming first than marina."
"Ok. Swimming! Marina do wad? I don't want steamboat. Lols."
"hahas. Who's going? we go catch a movie? I think my oral ends at 1plus(which is bullshit). I msg you than we meet there. I ask val along."
"Eh. Can dont want movie? i needa go fancel house. i end school at 1pm. ok. Haven seens her for quite a long time alrdy."
"who is that person? and who is going?"
"Joel. Eh. I just wanna go fancel hse! Lols."
"what joel? diaoo. i m sj."
"I meant Joel is going with us"
"And who the hell is fancel? I dun even know who the person is. I don't want to go that persin house. Don't even know her."
"-_-fancel is not a person. I meant the shop. fancel house!"
*I really shows how ignorant i know about beauty products. omg. i need to study now before i will die instantly sitting there staring at the fcuking paper. Blog plenty tomorrow. Oh anyway she mispelt FANCL as FANCEL!
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do dee do dee. did i just see something shining on my tagboard. *shine*
STUNNING isnt it?? Oh man I do not want anything to do with stunning. hahs. Anti-Narcissist?? I am so very sad. because i am a Narcissist. All my friends are. ermm.. not quite though but most. hahs. So the poor anti-narcissist is going to hate me! But like i said hate me or love me. you have only 2 choices but i will always welcome people who hate me. they rocks because they bring your life to new heights. I don't feel anything wrong about my blogging and i have to make up for. If there is something i need to make up for would be my results. But i still feel guilty blogging.. like this! because i do not behave like this in real life? real life? ok i am fake. so this is just some part of plan to become stunning!!! Woo hoo. sounds nice but real dumb. And as for the profound words you are trying to throw in? erm. yeah. i choose to believe that you're trying to say that i have a big head=humongous noggin. if you mean otherwise? so be it. and do not try feign your super smart intelligence here cause people wont give a damn but the fact that you project yourself like an idiot. Why do you have to do this darling? i know you are attracting attention with the way you comment but not with your looks(stating the obvious) to tell you guys honestly, i have so so much in life to make up for but i bet you guys have more. Unless you're as stunning as me. And to hell with it. F*** you! show your name then and don't hide behind some names that sound so cheesy. Is just because you're not photogenic so don't blame anyone and i doubt people will blame you too cause you are born with it. I suggest plastic surgery. nice try. before you comment you should really stare hard at yourself. Are you even in bp? do you get request from other people. is not that i wan to brag and be showy but just to let you see some of the real stuff in the world i've decided to post some pics. but you have got to try harder ANTI-PIECE OF SHIT. Get a life nymphomaniac strumpet or whoreson-which ever implies to you.
*click to view a bigger picture and click on the right-hand corner to see the wods clearly(try to figure the enlarge box by moving your mouse around). some infos are sensor out so as not to spam the email of editors. 
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
this is what some test has to say about me using my name to decipher. I LIKE!
people think you are so sexy(i'm glad they do)
You have very good personality and looks(stating the obvious)
You're loyal to those you love(precisely)
Have a big warm heart(Big super hot heart)
Love is something you deeply believe in(it's my religion)
Everyone loves you(that's their job)
You are really chill(chill? i aint no beer. wtf)
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I am seriously fcuking screwed with my geography paper today. that's the kind of result you get from relaxing too much during the holidays. My holidays aint that enjoyable too. It was ruin with all the camps during the first week. After that it gets better but my brain is super faulty. i cant get any infomation into my head. Everything is spazzed out.
Woke up as usual at 6.30am after having an hour of rest. i seriously need pills to fall asleep. i sucks at sleeping. but lucky i have my pills to keep me awake during exam. hahs. sounds bad though but it helps. Fanny was sweet enough to give me a morning call or else i would have overslept. She has been doing it sonsistently for the whole week and everyday. See how sweet she can be. thanks babe! the exam was pretty screwed like a piece of shit. What about continental drift?? Chemical weathering?? Rocks structure? my tutor is gonna ermm.. whatever she has to say, i seriously do not give a shit. Geography is not even relevant for my Uni admission and here I am mugging for something that wont fucking shit help me in my future work prospect. What? geologist? dig some fossil and find some bloody dino that threaten homosepian millions years ago. if i am not wrong it is 125million years ago during the Jurrassic period.
Got my lit assignment result back. guess what? it was shitty. i cant believe i actually scored only 13/25. poor and vague expression and i do fabricate some stuff into the stories. clever huh? according to Rozell, 9 is a passing mark. wth. i feel so super depress. what happened to my pure Lit background which i scored like A1. it really reflect badly on my then result. I've disappointed Mrs Singh my lecturer. She's a great lit teacher. Rozell is super strict with his marking. SUPER! i think it's for our own good though but i still don't like the style of marking. So who cares? I care!
As i was talking about this fugly pink panther invigilator today with my friends. Oh gosh she is damn bitched up and i seriously wonder how the hell she became a teacher. she is suppose to be some old hag selling/buying fish-makes no different in some stinko market. her dress sense is so 20's. woo sounds real far. she looks damn ancient and i think she is just 130cm tall.
she was faking this accent about what we are suppose to do before the exam starts. As i was drawing my diagram she was peeking from behind with her lecherous look. I hate aunties. they are forever giving me those looks. Digress abit first- was having Wan-ton mee with Vivien at Kovan few days back and as i was ordering my food, a aunty who was wrapping some wan-ton suddenly talk to her gangs of aunties beside and said in quite a loud manner thinking i was so foreigner:" This Ah boy very cute and handsome hor. his face very nice." than she kept looking over to me when i turned around. i was HAPPY of course but it was a comment from aunties. why the hell are they still doing this at their age. ogling at handsome guys like me. MUAHAHA. fanny will scold me for being ego again. w/o fail. she's always doing that to ME. very very sad.
Back to the very 20's invigilator, before the exam actually end which is like 10 mins more. she was fcuking making some announcement across the room:"bleah bleah bleah!" i wanted to kick her face and stuff my shoes into her mouth. why cant she just shut up and give us peace to complete the paper. WHY!! aint they suppose to be more educated and civilised. i was wrong, after this incident i think most invigilator are brainless. worse off than Paris hilton. Fauzi was singing her sleazy song before the exam and everything stuff into my head was gone within a second. But he is a nice chap. I think he will do well because he look every inch of a mugger. AHHHHHHH. She wrote something on the board: " tie your section to your answer script." huh huh? wtf is she crapping now. i submitted my paper and then i realise i didnt subnit it in the right format. i miss out a paper. half the class miss out that part too. the other half i guess are quite spas as it take someone of the same standard to understand one another. I am clever. MUAHAHA. i kindly told her that i didnt tie that part together and she scream: " Cant you read my ... writing." she was praising herself. for goodness sake just shut the hell up you dog! she was scolding Farah about some maid doing tying for her and stuff. what a joke. she looks like a maid. or you can say even worse. everyyone was talking about that old hag after the exam instead of the geo paper. see how irritating she was.
Went out to have pizza with Fanny, Fara, Fauzi. i feel so left out with the f3. i aint no f inside my name. maybe it's a blessing. sorry f3. MUAHAHA. we had some pasta thingy. it was alright and we crapped abit as usual and went home.
we saw some science students in the restaurant too. they look like crap, total disgrace to the school. People in science stream "tends" to look ugly. tends to. or i rephrase it-"almost all". hahas. we have been joking non-stop about how science people always look so super duper cheenafied. our term to describe cheena people. they speaks in chinese regardless how you speak or reply them in english. this is how spastic they can get. so science people are highly dangerous as they will screwed your GP for nuts. i heard they did quite badly for GP in almost every paper. Just as expected. that's the prob you get when you are cheenafied. hahs. enough of the laughing at those peeps. they are born with it.
Mr Vint is so high on drugs today that he blogs in a weird way. super grotesque and eccentric. yawns. i need my sleep. blog soon. very soon.
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Monday, June 26, 2006
AHHHHHHHHH. was super shock when my computer died on my brother. I was horrified. IT DIED AGAIN. WTH!
was chatting with Fanny for around 1hour plus. we enjoy crapping so much. she practically killed her blog again. just as expected. we were talking about clubbing the whole of dec but then again we are suppose to be talking about geo. i was suppose to be studying geography now! but i m not doing it now but later. damn slack. i just drank red bull. hope it helps. i tune into 98.7fm after like? millions of years. hahas. manage to catch some really nice songs. one of them was forever by The Veronicas and fanny claim it was by marion raven. very nice. that song is filled with hard core metal rock and full of power. Moi like! I'm gonna listen to it like for a hundred times and after that it will be in my bin.
Oh and "i like girls who are alot smarter than i am. They've always got something new to tell you; there's something more to learn." because i am not that smart afterall.
i am screwed for my geo exam which is like 7 hours away. i have not study alot of things. feel so excited. wth. i am currently trying this 30day trial by Sarah. She's my downloader. cheesy it may sound. Service charge after 30days rate is: $5/song. I intend to look for other downloader after the trial ends. MUAHAHA. sadis*
I need to study or else my bro will keep irritating me with:" I THINK you will pass with flying colors. i mean flying down." so wth right?? i want to shove his ass and kick him to lau pa sat-did i spell it correctly. Chinese? not my cut. but at least english is better than Zhang Ziyi. she pronounce Crash as Crest on national tv and call her fellow chinarian-or so i call them, the fellow couch tomato. what a joke and she seriously should sign up as a comedian if her actree career ever ... no comments.
i seriously need to study now. Mug mug mug!! yeah. so happy to be able to mug. it sounds ironically ironic. wth. see i need to study now. oh gonna watch the movie the king and the clown. heard it was nice. bet it's some sad ending again. and the song by stan boardman-world cup song is damn spastic.
Mugging time!!
Mr Vint is spreading his love all over the world again.
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
Woman of the Month.. i mean week or even day??
Fiona T 
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Oh mind. i've not even started my revision on math and chinese. I've totally decided to give up on chinese since i always crap through it all the while. Next time I post my chinese compo results on my blog. For math, practice the day before my block. hahs. Jumping around and hoping madly in hope of passing all his subjects with flying colors. quite retarded though but i still love it very much.
And i just recieved my Q&A from tickle which i recently sent out to all my email pals and some actually bothered to reply. They are so nice to click the two boxes-choices. and i cannot imagine those lazy bums who jus deleted all the mails and they claim it was tedious to click on the answer. WTH.
Q: Your friends usually laugh:
A: Answered With you:
Jessica
Ee Ting
Angela
Hui Zhen
Joyce
Nadzira
Leong
Melissa
Sharlene
Xiangqi
Fangru
Glenda
Sarah
A: Answered At you:
CHI MENG
Q: Your friends think you're:
A: Answered really smart:
Wen Cong
Joyce
Nadzira
Yanting
Xiangqi
Fangru
Ms Tan
A: Answered really sweet:
Angela
Hui Zhen
Edric
Melissa
Sarah
Q: Your friends think you have better taste in:
A: Answered better taste in Fashion:
Mizu
Angela
Vivien
Joyce
Nadzira
Leong
Edric
Melissa
Fang Ru
Joel
Jac
Sarah
Glenda
A: Better taste in people:
Shi Hui
Yanting
Daphne
Q: Your friends most admire your:
A: Answered Strength:
A: Answered Sensitivity:
Mizu
Angela
Vivien
Sarah
A: Answered Sense of humor:
Hui Zhen
Joyce
Nadzira
Leong
Edric
Melissa
Yanting
Xiangqi
Fangru
Ps: thanks you guys for taking your time to fill in all those crap. at leasast now i know how you guys think of me. and to CHI MENG, you're so screwed. try laughing at me!
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i feel i've to post this up because it's from my Yt. she is a maniac of such stuff. woo hoo!! quite true for the handsome part. MUAHAHA. thick skin!
-JANUARY BABY-
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
hey chicks! wth it sounded corny and it's as corny as fanny email address. hahs. my brain is malfunctioning now because i only had 2 hours of sleep ytd and i slept at 5plus. i want to kiss all the chicks. pervert alert*. hahs.
Suffering from isomia again i guess. terrible. i watched Shadowless Sword yesterday night with my brother because i couldnt sleep neither is any GP shit going into my head. so i decided to jus keep slacking and calm down my nerves. alot happened yesterday.
oh went out to study with Vivien and Sarah at Delifrance yesterday. the ambience like i told you guys last time is atrocious. so noisy with the techno songs. whats with those songs in an old fugly mall. poor vivien kept coughing till her whole lung almost got flush out of her mouth. we accompany her to see the doc and it was damn freaking fast. pray that you get well ok and we meet up soon for gathering w the homies.
Monstrous. Oh and I screwed up my GP. talking about the revamp hall, it was hell cold. and i seriously think we are some vegetables or fruits kept in a fridge. it was hell cold and the teacher claim it was 24degrees already and suggest us to bring jacket. And i brought mine jacket and i forgotten to bring along my beanie, gloves and stuff. maybe i can start skiing inside the hall. thw whole cohort thought it was damn cold and our dear 1a04/2 was sitting RIGHT UNDER the air-con. it was blowing in my face as if my face was a popsicle. my whole head frost and i end up screwing the whole paper.
i wrote crap and more crap. the summary stated, 120words and below, wth i've only got... 98words. so fcuked up. let me add in one more sentence. yeah!! 109words. i felt happy because it look longer. sense of satisfication but it was actually quite dumb as the last sentence serve no purpose to the whole question. who cares anyway.
My stomach was growling during the exam and i ws so super afraid that it would wake the poor homosepians around me(incld Mr Soy Bean, Sarah and Vivien). Vivien was quite considerate to think she actually tried to cough into her jacket alot of times so that it won't be that loud. What a super nice suggestion. I better bring my blanket along for my next exam and my seating number is C72!! yeah 72 is a multiply of 6-i like all multiples of 6 for no reason just a fetish. hahs. Ps: take good care of yourself Vivien.
me, dawy, tat leong and Luv went straight out of school after looking at our omfg results of our lit. i hate lit now. Never so much. i've never done so badly before for lit. i don't want digress into that horrible topic ever again.
Oh and i felt damn sad about S.korea! they are officially out of world cup. wtf. i should have watched the match instead of watching the movie. they need my support!! 2-0. it's so embarrassing. switzerland suck big time. i was in such a coma state this morning and to prove my point i will tell you what happen exactly. I reached school around 7.15am than i stroll to the board outside the GO that has our seating arrangment.
"Hi Tay Min! Checking out the seats?"
" Oh man Sj. KOREA!!! Oh man."
(what's happening?? what's with Korea?? no more drama? movie?)
"calm down and tell me what happen."
"KOREA LOST!!!"
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!"(wtf)
(I actually totally forgotten about the whole Korea match. How could I!!)
"Wth. Why?? Switzerland sucks."
(cursing, swearing starts and end only when we'r about to move into the fridge for exam.Imagine our anger!!)
Leong has to go home as usual and Chi Meng tag along. hahs. me and Luv was deciding what to eat either hawker or junk food like mac. Mac was packed and i saw my dear Jol, Joel, Cx & Yt. they looked so puzzled like i am a alien. hahs. but i was happy to see them there. HAPPY!
hey i very tire. i don't want to blog anymore. oh i went for haircut at silkcut. it's like rapping. yeah!! i screwed up my hair and chi meng has to buy me a screw driver.AHHHHHHHHH. as usual his cold jokes.
We went Long John Silver and tore down that tiong bahru outlet. sucks totally. describe to you guys in more detail tomorrow. and we went to kovan than mac and when i wanted to sit down on the fcuking shit chair, i saw a bag on the chair!! Typical S'porean. WTF. it was not only on 1 table but 2 table. i wanted to take a picture of those fcukers but Jaz though i would get beaten up so i saved it. i was pissed with the singaporean attitude. u leave one bag on the chair and you disappear. and to show you one example, i have hired our beautiful model, or so she claim, Priz to show us what those irritating freaks did. they should get a life!! 
So ugly right??
there are so many ang mohs in heartland areas this few years and it's increasing. imagine that they see this dirty actions by our very own and unique s'porean or so they claim ALWAYS.
And Joel wants me to praise him and not blame him anymore. My bro, you're forgiven. thanks to the super nice MR HUNK. hahas. hey you better study for your exams. we will score well and go to a establish Uni. You wanted SMU and i want NUS or SMU. either is fine with me. Hooray. misses all of you so much. gggrrrrr. stomach!! AHHHHHHH. Hungry pls!!!
Blog tomorrow then and thanks Joel for taking his precious time to teach me how to do a screen capture shot. he claim it will bring blogging to greater heights. i m still experiencing it. hahas. Go germany!! Argentina!!
I JUST TAKE TOO MANY NICE PHOTOGENIC PHOTOS.
cant blame me so love me then. hahs. eh ugly people! pls stop posting ugly photos(self-pic) and name the caption:" eww. so ugly!"
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Friday, June 23, 2006
I shall not reply to any of the comments on the tagboard if i do not want to. it's official because it seems there is some cyber dispute going around.
Fuck it. You won't make me famous and i won't make you famous by reading my blog. People comment on my tagboard and saw the funny comments. they ask me and i don't feel like answering. Do not put me in a difficult spot. I know i shoudnt mind all this because you guys are my close friends. No offences. but when too many people ask me weird questions i feel "out-of-place". i don't people to use another kind of attitude when they see/feel about me. this is a cyber world. no eyes. they know no shit. they assume things the way they want it be. i feel pissed.
You can be mad at me for being whiny about a pathetic tag board and my fcuking blog. but pls do not insult it. it's what i have to say. I want to attract people to read my entry i admit. i want all you peeps to laugh their ass off. i want to show off how happy my life is with my love ones. it's a premium for my buddies. not worth losing my life over fretting over it.
i shant apologise because i don't feel like i did anything wrong. i want to fight for my own rights of my blog. whatever shit i feel unjustified with, i will argue my way through. and i hate people who shout at me online and go offline or block me. it pisses me off. cyber bullying.
to end off with. "Never argue with a fool. People might not know the difference." And for goodness sake. pls do not think you are from a better school you can go around insulting peeps like me. i might not make the cut to be in a better school. so? fuck you. since i m crude and dumb as you may classify me under. i shant use any nice phrases to describe you.
I hope this maddness will end soon and my old budd will be back once. cheers. no comments allowed.
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Today, tomorrow is going to be a very very disappointing and sad day.
Imagine my dismay when i found out from Chi Meng-the brother who would laugh at me and not with me(WTH), that tomorrow at 3am there will be a S.korea VS Switzerland match- i don't want to highlight the later.
And to add more oil to the already burning fire(sounds funny), I've GP at what time? 8am!! fcuk. i don't want to catch the encore of that match. I want a live telecast of it. but on the other hand i do not want to jeopardise my beauty sleep-fearing that i might fall asleep in the examination hall and i always do till today.
Ok to set the record straight, if Korea do not win today, they will be officially out. Wait! what if today is a draw? Hahs. No! They will win for sure. WTH. I'll make sure they win or i will ban all their movies/dramas forever-as if.
I WONT WORRY MY LIFE ALWAYS!!
My bloody school suck big time for setting the paper on my beautiful Sat and why not on Sun or Mon. i was checking with my friends and their school only starts their exams after ours end and one school is even more exagarrating-exams spread over 3 weeks!!-_-". WTH.
11.42am!! i need to bathe before i'm late for my cell group study. blog tonight!
Conclusion:
I won't watch Korea match because I am sure they will be the winning team.
I will enjoy my beauty sleep and do well for my paper tomorrow which i will of course. hahs.
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everybody by the count of three laugh out loud. as loud as your voice can project. "1..2..3!" MUAHAHAHA.
was at Delifrance with Priz and i am glad we did. the atmosphere was atrocious. We saw 4 tais tais sitting at a corner drinking some hot cocoa and they laugh like there's no tomorrow. trust me.
i was trying my best to concentrate but Priz kept spouting alot of nonsensical stuff and keep forcing me to take pictures of her-claiming that she is a pretty babe.
Main topic: Britney Spears aka Pricilla
Is official! Priz has decided to setup her blog after millions of years after people started blogging their whole ass off. sounds crude. but i like. History background:
Pricilla Wong started blogging at the age of 13 yrs old.
Visited her blog for a ridiculous 3 times.
Had cheesy poem inside-BEWARE!
"Love is like standing on a piece of cement floor,
the longer you stand
the harder it is for you to leave"
it's something like that. but i don't bother much. i am sorry viewers, for scaring you guys out of your wit with that poem-so called poem. now we know Priz seriously has no future as a poet. Shant digress much into the whole poem thing. *vomit*
Template was britney spears. Britney Spear is a sex whore. she is a screwed teenage pop singer whose career is as good as her boobs sagging downwards. hahs. but priz is still very pretty.(I'm obliged to say that) And i was laughing my whole head off because out of the so many blog templates she could have chose from, she chose britney spears to represent her. what a nice choice.
She officially shut down her blog after visiting it for 3days. God that was so long. but i seriously think she should have shut it down in a day. judging by how Britney Spears's singing career is gone too with his so-screwed-husband Kelvin.
And our Ms Chinese Studies Priz actually had the cheek to ask me.
"SJ! Do you think i should blog in Chinese??"
(i'm so screwed)"ermm. Yeah you can. but i won't visit your blog. so is Jaz."
"Ok."(then she burst out laughing at her own silliness.) what a joke
I did my revision on geography. on some volcanoes structure. what a shit-ass subject. regretted taking that combination. the magma in me is really bursting with the 1001 facts i've to memorise. it's freakish but i'm still doing it. dumb though. we laugh and chat as loud as those tai tais sitting jus 1m away from us or even louder. we had tonnes of fun and i told her alot of stuff. Like imagine 10years down the road. we will be sitting some pub talking about our own family. so funny pls. and she told me not to be so flirt and should settle down. WTH. And she ended with, i bet the girls don't have any idea that you're actually a very traditional guy. (Notice:promoting myself) hahs. i'm glad she understand me so well.
Oh mind! we crap so much that Delifrance is closing soon. We gotta get our ass off those sofa seats and proceed out to snap 1millions of pics. so fun pls. this time we didnt jump around much. Kovan's scenery is in terrible shit. there is no ambience. Passe. but we still manage to beautify the place with our very photogenic faces. hahas. what a joke. but it's true.
and we had some good time playing around with the poles and we had some leg issues to settle soon. hey check out my blog for your update about the LEG ISSUE. very very interesting. bet you guys would love it.
So pretty. hahas. And to emphasis again. she is the pretty Priz aka Priest. sounds cheesy like her poem. we crap so much we laugh at our own jokes. that's how serious it can get when we start opening our mouth. scary you can say but to hell with it, WE LOVE IT! hahs.
We stroll to Mac and took some freaky pics of a cat. i mean 2 cats. but i deleted 1 of the pic. so fugly. i hate cats. sorry to all cat lovers. i seriously don't like cats. i show you how sinister the cat look. 
I've proven my point. it's freakish.
and the cat stared at us with it's laser eyes.
too bad. it seems cyclop didnt pass on his real skill to you.
We detour around the carpark and made our way to mac. Fun. Twister fries. Nuggets. ermm. i need to run 10 rounds around my park tomorrow to kill those extra fats. MUAHAHA.
i need to sleep. and i shall post my very very handsome picture of myself taken by our dear priz. Dun drool! Good Night Priz. sweet dreams. misses you alot.
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
Oh and i've decided to come out of the closet. I did had plastic surgery. Surprised? Bet you are. Evidence? patience. will show you in a while. This entry is for the sake of cheering Jaz up. ::Jaz(flirt) & her mood swing(guys):: and why am i doing this? because she stole my photos from photobucket. I just cant let her post the photo before me. She desperately need me to help publicise her by stealing my photos. It sucks totally. and by drawing crowds over to her blog with my pictures-before plastic surgery photo.
Spot the difference! This is the advance technology of plastic surgery. hahs. guys are so metro now. And which Korean doesnt go for plastic surgery. hahas. If you believe this is the art of plastic surgery go ahead. If not you can say it's magic. i would say it's magic. jus need to workout abit. hahas. And for goodness sake!! VIVIEN pls do not laugh infront of the computer. Whatever it is, i am really a piece of art! And to end off with i need to post a picture 3years from that. which is now. hahas. amazing huh?? Consultation fees can be negotiated.
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
This is getting serious. I feel very upset. Am i? (Ps:trying to create the atmosphere) I feel that I'm being cyber bullied(as if). ARGH!! people claim i am attention seeking(I am) by posting results of a quiz about me(that was not my intention). i tried for fun and if you want to comment please, I SAID PLEASE read my blog entry before spouting stuff like I am attention seeking. I've already stated clearly that i did it purely for fun and that i don't advise people to visit it. at least read the entries before you rant out your comments cause you exhibit a so call brainless quality.
Another thing is that alot of bloggers actually featured that on their blog and thousands of thousands of bloggers do that.
I will now let you cyber mates judge which is more an attention seeking stunt! Ps: i didnt post the result for attention purposes, just for the sake of a good laugh but it seems people think it's some attention seeking stunts. 
VS
I decided to post her photo in a smaller version but you can always click on it to ENLARGE the photo. i pose it as small and mine medium because i do not want people to say i m unfair and so as usual i give her the winning position. AND now you can judge with peace. All evidence shown. who's the attention seeking person. i post it because i feel unjustified and i make a fuss out of it because it seems See Mun need some publicity. You've got what you want and now i shall remove my quiz results as i mentioned in an earlier entry.
this is getting so spas but still Numee aka Yellow Ranger, is still my budd for Keep. Notice this is her favourite yellow. She tagged for fun but it was not clearly stated if it was for fun or serious and so i chose the later. Too bad you do not have a choice.
As for Joel, cant be bothered. you can tagged all you want. cause it seems you've been quite busy playing different roles on YOUR own tag board. cheap entertainment? yeah totally agree.
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This is getting irritating. the results of some ermm quiz. supposely to tell me what i should drive? my character and what people think of me. WTF! Is all crap and rubbish. but it's fun. try lying through all and see what results you have. i have amazing results and i m 56% evil. so they claimed and i m hot. MUHAHAHA. burst out laughing. please do not visit that web. and why in the hell am i posting this. yeah. to get back at you guys. irritate all of you. fret not i will remove it by tonight. TONIGHT!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. CHARMED is finally back screening on channel5 again. what the FUCK!! it's finally here after it ends it's season in like ermm. europe? bleah i don't know. i m ignorant as usual. Hey you peeps watch those bimbos kill demon. Very pretty babe!! Every friday 8.30pm after smallville. you can catch smallville too!! =] happy happy.
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NOTICE:
Jaz will no longer be publicise under me. i will not write about her entry anymore due to the fact that she is antagonising me with her evilness. though i may be the one who is evil in the first place. but what matter is i think she is being sadistic. So she is currently scrape off my white list and scribbled in my BLACK LIST!! This warning is serious. And as you can see there's a blank word over there. Is too dark to be seen so yeah you know what i mean? it has disappeared like Jaz!
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watch out for the next big thing. and i'm a fan of her. SJ LOVES HER
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Today was a fruitful day. I use fruitful because... i cant think of another better vocab to use. just put it that way that my vocab is limited. hahs. been very oblivious my whole life.
it was way fun!! i enjoyed myself madly and i love Priz and Jaz. hahs. they are sweet and my true friends. though they crap alot but not as much as me, i really want to say a big thank you to you guys. you guys are always ever so concern about me. Aid me when i am at the worse point of my life. never fail to book-me-in-advance due to my rubbish JC life. hahs. I feel loved.
Single life has never been that relax and fun for me. No restriction. yeah. they crack jokes. unintentionally but yet they claim intentionally. Eh? I will try to believe you guys and give you the benefit of doubt. hahs.
Jaz english is horrendous and her chinese is on par with her english standard. this is really freaky as you can see, she cant speak both her native languages well, she has to resort to speaking in a tamil accent. not tamil language girl, you aint no indian and they don't speak like you. hahs. their standard is way better. All the things i share with you guys are 100% pure facts. they happened and i pray hard enough that they won't happen again for the second time. i don't need any encore. It's true and pretty scary. Might be interviewing her soon. Very soon.
Let me quote some of those "meloleba"(memorable) quotes from her.
1. finilly(finally)
2. konnect(connect)
3. boody hell(bloody hell)
4. enguish(english)
5. hungee(hungry)
this is enough. hahs. Joke of the day. but she is ever so sweet to make me and priz laugh so madly at her funny pronounciation of her words. We can laugh at her but not the rest of you. pls just do it at a corner. Evil grin.
I wonder if my mentality really stop at the age of 10 yrs old. that will be fantastic. forever young. hahs. and i keep spouting rubbish and *someone said that i was crap. *someone is a girl, she tagged my board. hahs. welcome to my world. the dark side of me. seriously and honestly speaking, my blog is a dark side of me or you can put it that way that it's my inner though. my inner beast. it's a cyber world to let me laugh my arse off. it's me. it's my life. hate me? love me? laugh at my entry. relax, drop by my blog and hope it cheers you people up. don't take my entry so seriously. if not that won't be life. enjoy the fun while you can before i am enlisted for my darn national service.
And i randomly just remembered Priz telling me a funny joke. to me it was a joke, to her it was a mispronounciation. hahs. She was reading through my 8 days mag and when she was at the last page featuring something-, and she told me the hunk section was very interesting. uninteresting it may sound as i m into babe, but priz was laughing madly so i decided to flip back for a look.
"Hey SJ! Read the last page!! The Hunk very funny!!"
"Oh it's featuring some superhero jokes. hunk?? where did hunk come from??" i was ogling at superwoman for that moment. hahs.
" Ya! ya! you see the green monster call hunk??"
"ermm. did you jus pronouce this as hunk??
"whatever it is! That is funny!"
"but aint it call HULK?? what's with hunk??"
"hey you see the pretty babe infront? she's not as pretty as me!"
hahs. that conversation was funny and she did made a fool out of herself but not as bad as Jaz. lols. but Jaz is really funny ok! and she is sweet. hahas. and i actually distorted the last sentence of my conversation but it's ok, since she always use that as her catch phrase. calling herself a pretty babe. Your ugly secret is revealed Priz. Muhahahaha.
We crap. I studied. We ate Mac and Ice Cream from Gelato not the cheap $0.50 mac offer. Rum & raisin is my taste. and i wanted lemon. but priz was acting like a vkjgfcjhagb girl requesting that she wants choc, and the ice cream seller gave us a weird stare. a hard one. but who cares. oh and i saw kelly poon and she was with her fugly boyfriend. lead singer of Mantou by Priz and so she claim that he's from that band. i was disgusted. i wanted to vomit my mac meal out but it was like 4 hrs back and now i can only hope that my shit will be flushed out of my mouth. i wanted to take a pic with kelly not because i like her but because i find that she's funny. she looks and dress very singaporeanish. no superstar vibes at all. AT ALL! she was jumping around her boyfriend like a flea. poking his stomach. I think quite a few people saw that. and the girls kept commenting:" she very pretty meh?? she's not at all pretty and look at her fashion sense. WTH!!"
but whatever it is i watched almost love. very nice. to make all you girls run into the cinema and catch that very muscular guy which every man wish they had a body like him. i gonna splash his most sexy photo which Jaz loves the most. You will have nose bleeding if you stare at it too hard.the movie review i'll do it tomorrow. MUHAHAHA. hey i need to sleep. no more blogging. i got to read my lit text now. "thou art.." blah blah blah 
. Misses ya Jaz & Priz 
! it seriously look like porn. i m jealous!
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i m currently now in mac. Kovan mac. it totally sucks. not only is the food here fattening. FULL OF FAT!! hahs. And poor me and priz has to listen to Jazzy and her crap. Want to hear about her crap. Nah. It's a secret. Beg me? ok now they are talking about what cyber best friend?? and what's with going to Jalan Kayu and eat prata after midnight?? on a bike?? ok i am scolded now. an now they are talking about kissing. WTH. Kiss?? on my arse. and what's with guy folding stars to their girlfriend?? Sweet?? i bet they are jus damn broke. fcuking broke. some cheap tricks guys do to win over their girls. hey NOTICE: Guys are really clever at doing tricks. but for me?? ermm. tried that at sec1 or 2 i guess. so embarrassing. hahs. sweet i can say. that's total crap.
and our dear prissy has a funny story about her school. funny? i doubt. let me setup a senario.
A=fashion woman
B=laptop monster(male)
C=gold fish(not see mun)
Let me start the ball rolling. Fashion woman likes Laptop monster. ok. i just realise laptop monster sounds Looonnnng. let just call him Monster. hahs. nice one. And the monster like goldfish. Funny thing is goldfish and Fashion woman are good friends. but yeah. good friends have a fetish for the same guy. cool. it seems things are getting complicated. that's fun. Let just say the game of love have just started. Ta Da. comical it may sounds. Monster requested Fashion woman to woo goldfish on his behalf. ok i distorted the story. Is aid him, not on his behalf. Imagine Fashion woman recieving this kind of shocking news. but it's fun. hahas. i am enjoing this. DESTROYED!! hahs.
And the bitch aka fashion woman ruin goldfish with her fashion sense. some fashion sense. duh!! and now the poor goldfish is the outcast in class. Pity her but i tink she should take revenge. MUAHAHAHA. anyway both are bitches causes priz just say goldfish went out with Monster. What rubbish. Total rubbish. what's with this love triangle. Woo Hoo. Fun!! yeah.
my rubbish story should end here because i need to study. seriously i need to study. Yeah. blog later. and it seems weird people are tagging my board. ermm. like "someone". hahas mysterious identity. cheers=]
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oh gosh!! yawns. I cannot tolerate Jaz anymore. Is my last resort! i cannot stand her. She is blabbering about her boyfriend on her blog!! HER BLOG. she doesnt even update that often. And that entry was like fucking long. i swear it was a long entry. WAIT! or am i blogging too little stuff. hahs. whatever it is, she is so dead. i will kill her later at Mac when we meet up for study. She look so happy in her love life. MUHAHAHA. i want to break them up. ok that was just a sadistic thought. i am not that extreme. hahs. Rest assure i will keep you blog url a secret so that stranger won't pop by and ruin your tag board too. hahs. you see that often and Jaz is a quiet girl who doesnt like her blog to be BOOM across to the world. So nice of her to let me know about her blog. but the entries are sucky. PURE POO!! she didnt blog about me!! ok i am over estimating myself. i sounded desperate. hahs. Maybe i shld start writing a letter to her. watch this!
Dear Jaz,
Is nice to see that you have finally started your own blog after blog was establish like million years ago. you're one big prehistoric Dino i can say. hahs. Your blogskin is prehistoric but yet nice. and why is your boyfriend entry soooooooooo njasgjfhfchbu Long. talk about being friends in NV for 3 yrs!! Priz gonna be sad girl. pls feature us on the blog. WTH. i rmb seeing her on one of your entry. You're so dead. i recalled, you did her a eh i dunnoe what's that call-let just call it a paper with design on it. hahs. i though that was quite evil of me to call your artwork a paper. but that's me. the evil me. Now you should be changing your blog template and if you want my help, i'd love to. pls do booking-in-advance. hahs. what did you just show me?? a preview of a blog template. omg. i am gg to show it to the world. LOOK!! 
Eww.. So ugly. SO gothic and wth is wrong with that smoker. Saint pls. the shemale look so devilish in that blog. ok was that some BOO me away blogskin so i won't drop by your blog? fine!! *piak.
Regards,
Call me SJ
oh by the way. i jus wanna wish the both of you- i mean irritating couple a happy lasting relationship. Enjoy your love while it last forever. hahs. i mean your honeymoon period is gonna be over quite soon yeah. all relationship do have that senario. so be prepared. All behind you guys.
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Monday, June 19, 2006
WELCOME TO MINE WORLD OF INCOHERENT RAMBLING
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I call myself: Seung Joon
They call me: SJ
Bombed on: 11th Jan 1989
Red blood cells: O+
Height: 180cm.
Dream Height(extra section): 185cm
Weight: 64kg
Star Sign: Capricorn.
Bombed at: Mount Alvernia Hospital
Animal/Mammal/Reptile: Dragon? Is it a animal/Mammal/reptile?WTF
Believe in: Mutants
Intelligence developed at: You know schools in Korea?
Most Humble: When Praised-it happens always, but i cant help it
Shoot off: Shakespear's Lang, Ang Mog Fake accent, Korean, English?? aint i blogging in english!, chinese(half water full), Canto-for scolding purposes, Hokkien-lost touch of it but manage to decipher what people are trying to crap
Indulge In
Celebrities: Angelina Jolie/Brad Pitt
Book: I Think I Love You
Colours: Baby Blue, Dark brown, Black, white, Lime green.
Fruit: plum, orange
Movie: any movie that features hot babes kicking ass and bloody war
Friend: too many to name
Food: Fish and Chip and Dim Sum.
Weather: snowing
Number: 6
Word: Shut up
Season: Winter
Love
- demure/elegant women who are actually ridiculously known domineering -turn on(show you an example)
- laughing 24hrs
- to be humble-which is not that case(hahs)
- bimbo/himbo friends-they make me feel at place and even cleverer since i'm not that intelligent afterall
- swimming
- dreaming
- sleeping under broad daylight
- dares
- Anion's voice
- intelligent/brainy women
- money, spouting
- scribbling rubbish and laugh at it after like 2yrs?
- destroying insects-they suck!
- nice photographs of me
- praising to boost my already very high ego
- travelling with friends
- sun tanning
- jazz
- R&B/Hip Hop
- Fann Wong
- Felicia Chin
- Very Clean washrooms(notice i use very)hahs
- Sight of women playing the piano to my favourite tune
- women with lustrous lips
- water sports
- my friends' mum
- women who can whip up a good meal
- watch movie
- cracking cold jokes
- centre of attraction(maybe)??
- all sadistic things to happen
- JC's friends
- Nvss's friends
- Dogs
- Run
Detest - insects
- ah lian/beng
- smokers
- act cool guys
- fats
- hearing cold jokes
- people spreading very weird rumors about me
- people accussing me
- people who look up to me
- people who have absolute trust in me-pressure!!
- having to wash my own plates/bowl and shit
- being centre of attraction(now i am contradicting myself, but i like it.)
- people who just won't shut up after non-stop blabbering
- people who disrupt the lectures
- people who think they know me very well & assume things
- people who think they are very handsome & pretty
- boring life
- gays/lesbian who are attention seeking-fcuked off(nth against gays/lesbian.)
- people who pose their photo online and name their captions: so ugly... me acting cute..eew so ugly etc
- people who not only pose once but more than once of their self proclaim acting cute/ugly pic-glad they know they are ugly
- looking at their ugly photos
- wasting my energy laughing at their hilarious out of shape form face
- people who owes me money
- crude people
- people who keep complaining that they are obese yet they are not anywhere close to that
- girls who scream at the slightest thing-insects/cute boys or even dogs etc(ultimate turn off)
- people who use their beauty as a weapon to their advantage
- Cat
- not being able to top the class
- people who cry for the slightest reasons
- being stupid
- cab snatchers
- rude bus driver that doesnt believes I'm still a student despite wearing school uniform
- not having 2days mc
- girls with nostril hair
- irritating music on blog-numees
- not having a nicer blog template
- people who can eat more than me and brag about how much they can stuff themselves to death
- having untidy hair
- people who hates popular students in school
- hate most cute things(incld girls)
That was crap. sometimes i wonder if that was me typing it. it sounds like crap. but guess what i told you i love crap. the more the merrier, but i don't take crap from people. hahs. spastic it may sound but yeah chill.
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1-1 KOREA FINALLY MADE A GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!! WTF WTF!!FUCK!! I m so happy!!! Over the Moon!!
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Let's just say i am fuming now. madly. this is really maddness. i hate Henry. shouldnt he be in bad form. wth. i mean wtf. this is really shit. too much crap from France. They SUCK!!! Korea should be winning. wth happen to my native friends. i can only support you guys from S'pore. argh. shrug off. is that me in those pics?? yeah it is. i was fucking bored. let jus use the word fucking and not beat around the bush. told you i am fuming. Set it straight, pictures speaks a thousand words. and whatever u interpret from this 4 pics. yeah. cool. i need my coffee. Maria!! wth she's sleeping. opps. imagination run wild. where did she come from? outer space. whatever it is i am returning to my soccer match. CHEER for KOREA!! 4.43am now. yawns.
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Let Just say i copy the template from numee and decided to do my own fact findings. i bet people would be interested. whatever it is. SHUT UP.
FAVOURITES.
Favourite Colour: Lime Green
Favourite Food: Roast Honey Chicken
Favourite Song: OST from My Sassy Chun Hyun, Izi - Ee Mi Geu Daen
Favourite Movie: X-men: The Last Stand, In her Shoes
Favourite Sport: Swimming, Kayaking
Favourite Day of the Week: Sat
Favourite Season: Winter
Favourite Ice Cream: Ben and Jerry
Current Mood: Excited and tire
Current Taste: blond babes
Current Clothes: shorts and singlet
Current Desktop: camera, phone, battery charger, discs, econs lecture notes
Current Toenail Colour: no painting allow pls
Curent Time: 3.26am
Current Surroundings: OST of Sassy Chun Hyun, Soccer match.
Current Annoyance: France is leading by one. first goal by Henry.wtf
Current Thoughts: Korea must win.
First Best Friends: first? too many in mind
First Crush: Fenny
First Movie: Deep Impact
First Lie: first lie?? i don't lie. hey i m lying right under my nose now. hahs
First Music: By Aqua?? Lion King OST?
Last Cigarette: Sec2
Last Drink: Plain Water
Last Car Ride: Yesterday
Last Crush: Model from avemanagement
Last Movie: Shinobi
Last Phone Call: Yesterday w Vivien
Last CD played: OST of My Sassy Chun Hyun
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Yes
Have you ever broken the law: No
Have you ever been arrested: Me? arrested? hah you must be joking
Have you ever been on TV: yes. my 15minutes of fame.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: yes
5 things you are wearing: short and singlet. nth else. no brief
4 things you done today: Study, Eat, Watch tv prog, bathe thrice, blogging
3 things you can hear right now: my music. and no more
1 thing you will do when you are bored: Chill out with my friends
i seriously think this survey is not enough for me. i need more questions. AHHHHHHHHHH. will come out with my own Q&A tomorrow. hopefully. anyway i am damn pissed now. France you suck BIG TIME. KOREA ALL THE WAY!!
i need to concentrate on the soccer match now and studies. bye bye bloggers
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
Some of the nice pics I would LOVE to share with you guys.
And this are my friends who took their lovely pic in england and i add on the nice visual effects. hope you guys like it=]
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DA VINCI CODE
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Oh dear oh dear. Phylis is irritating the hell out of me by updating her blog almost everyday. Her friendster blog. And the problems is whenever I am on the home page of friendster which is my URL page, I will see all her updated blog news under the blog and review section. Anyway I jus tag her board and claims that I do not like her for updating her blog everyday. Hahas. Now you see how stupid I can be. Sometimes I really wonder how I actually manage to do this kind of stupid act. Ok if I was not doing that than my friends will be bored to death. Consider that I am such a fun loving guy. Pray I’m loved by all. Hahas. Although I know I have my fair shares or weird rumours spreading around. Let me share a funny rumour with you guys- a good friend of mine actually heard that I actually dated 4 girls at one go and ditched them all at the same time. Refreshing my memories of that rumour I must say I sure have certain attractive areas to be able to date 4 girls at a time. The person who is spreading these rumours must be thinking too highly of me. Oh mind, I won't dare accept this kind of praise seriously. After all I am still a very humble normal guy. Ok I was just pretending to be humble. Hahas. You cannot blame me for being too frank because I am born with it. Accept me for who I am and not nag about me changing and stuff. Hahas. Am I selfish? Maybe you can say so. The outside world is not as peaceful as you think. It is full of obstacles and if you are not willing to get up and fight those obstacles, you will be dead unless you think you have some super mutant friends-that’s me, did anyone of you guys ever remember me claiming that I was Storm's brother. talk about that, I was driving my HCI's friends crazy for acting like a ding dong and rolling my eyes. You know what I meant.
Anyway guys, I was making a call to Vivien thinking that she might be back from England and she actually answered.
SJ: Vivien where are you guys?
Vivien: I am watching a play now.
SJ: Watching a play? (Is esplanade having any nice theatre work recently?)
Vivien: Ya! We are watching a play. (Giggling to herself)
SJ: You mean you're still in England!!!!
Vivien: Yes!!
SJ: SO I AM MAKING A INTERNATIONAL CALL NOW!!! 0.0"
Vivien: Yes!!!
SJ: (Oh gosh-burst my Handphone bill again) so you guys misses me??
Vivien: (talking to the background) Hey SJ asks if you guys miss him??
SJ: (oh so they are enjoying themselves. So happy right??)
Vivien: they say they don't miss you!! (Burst out laughing. Wth)
SJ: oh well I am so sad. Anyway when are you guys coming back??
Vivien: Thursday around 4pm.
SJ: Oh okay...(Was still trying to talk)
Vivien: Hey chat with you again when I am back. International call is expensive. BYE!!
SJ: Wei! Wei! Hello! -_-" T1 or T2??
End of an expensive conversation.
Stupid vivien. She's so gonna get it from me when she's back. Muhahaha. Feel like strangling her. But still do I have the heart to do that?? Yes I think I have. Hahas. Enough of me fooling around. I am still considering whether to drop by the airport to fetch them but I doubt so since I don't even know which terminal they will depart from. Ok I am too lazy to check out the internet or teletext about the flight information. Spare me from that. Hahas. My head is spinning again because the spastic television is making so much noise from the Brazil match. I must say this match is one of the exciting matches I've watched so far. Oh yeah and I LOVE S.korea. They rock big time.2-1. I was ecstatic when I saw their match. Chi Meng face the fact and please don't do silly dares like admitting that Angel is "pretty". Spare yourself from the agony man. And I seriously think that Korea will make it to the quarter finals. I am sure of that. And let's see how well England will perform with their OMG wonderful performance in the next match. I will pray that at least they will make it to the quarter finals. I PRAY. Lols. Don't get back at me cause you know this is a fact Chi Meng. Hahas. Cya guys around. I need a break. My eyes is failing me again. And I swear Kaka is so cool when he made the first goal. GO Kaka!! Brazil is winning anyway, Croatia is not that bad after all. Judging from their performance this time round. Improvement!! Bye bye.
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
Saw Sin Wee online-finally. was waiting for her to send me all the photos we taken during our scuba diving trip and our stay in the hotel using her camera. hahas. it was great. the pictures was quite nice. i miss the days when i was like a charcoal. hahas. i was really tanned back then. I'm Loving it. Check it Out!!
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Oh mind! World Cup has just officially started and the first match is Germany and Costa Rica. Was out swimming with Jolene, Joel and Shi Hui just now and i just found out Jolene actually bet $3 on Germany against Costa Rica 2-0. i actually thought she was quite dumb to bet 2-0. Is the first match and i bet their results will be quite close or might even have a draw(though i doubt the possibility of that). at least bet on 3-1. hahas. here i am typing my blog and watching the match. i bet Chi Meng is all hype up and feeling feverish about the world cup-his msn nick " It has started!". As i was typing away which is like 31:55 now and guess what Germany scored their first goal at 05:08 by Philipp Lahm. His kick blasted through all the obstacles and scored. it hit the goal post at a 90degree i guess and bounced in. Costa Rica's referee must be having a constant heart attack. hahas. But fret not Costa Rica's supporter-referring to my spastic brother, they actually score their first goal at 11 minutes plus-surprisingly. i was in my room then so i actually didnt actually notice who scored it. But yupe, congrats bro. Dont be over the moon as Germany scored their 2nd goal at 16:46 by Miroslar Klose. Goal!
For the time minute i will just update my blog and wait for Germany to score their 3rd goal. Today lesson on Math is damn freaking boring. The lecturer was damn prehistoric. she loves the transparent paper so much. My secondary school actually had more advance equipment than SR. that's really sad. but anyway was learning some differentiation stuff dy/dx and guess what it was so boring. hahas. Was irritating the hell out of Fanny and Farah as i was saying how easy the sums are. bet you wanna have a look at their I WANNA KILL U SJ look.
Fang Ru is online!! Yeah. She's my soccer bet buddy-used to be, when i was in secondary school. Jolene is the illegal "Bookie". We had our fair share of winning and losing and i swear it's addictive. and now me and Fang Ru is discussing stragedy on the next match and i am going to bet tomorrow. hahas. speaking of that i was talking about Fanny. Hahas. My dear Fanny is shutting down her BLOG. her corny blog and she invited me to her blog's funeral. actually she was being corny and stuff again. hahas. you can say she's as corny as her cornyemailaddress. lols. i am feeling hungry now. oh yes speaking of that was trying to sneak food which is potato chips and twisties into the lecture hall and was eating so secretive in the lecture hall. It was hilarious as i was passing the chips around to my classmates. ARGH!! so hungry. After our Math lecture-blessing!! , we rush off to Kovan Mac and have my BIG BREAKFAST! Chi Meng was saying how SMALL the BIG breakfast actually looked like. i thought that was seriously NOT funny but F&F(Fanny & Farah) was laughing away like autistic kids. hahas. i am being a meanie over here. After our breakfast me and Farah had to proceed with Xiangqi to continue on our Project Work. Was working on the questionaire and will be submitting it to May Koh for approval. hahas. We are finally going to get our approval letter to go out to the field and carry out our interview and sort. Speaking of that, my class is coming out with a sweater and i bet it's so going to be one of a kind in school. We swear it's going to look like some american college high school. bet the rest of the class must be green with envy. but who cares anyway. F&F including me was scribbling on a piece of paper tore out of my pathetic CSSP notebook. the design was nice and we had in mind what we want it to look like. it was a time where all our imagination run wild. It's gonna look something like Polo Ralph Lauren's design. Simple and smart. We are creating a identity in school i guess. hahas. After we are done with our designing and stuff they actually requested to drop by Heartland mall to check out on some material stuff but end up Farah suggested that we should take neos. hahas. that was spastic and speaking from my heart the machines there sucks and please do not patronise that shop.
GOAL!!!!!!!!! 3rd goal by Klose again at 60:31. Yeah!!
ermm i think Costa Rica had their 2nd goal at 72:11 i guess. I GUESS. by Walter Centeno i think. guess my brother is jumping around in his sleep if he knew it.
I seriously has too much to blog about because today was a long day for me. i went swimming as i mention earlier and i have so many funny stories to tell you guys. but i guess i will do it tomorrow. Summarise version: Joel and me had a gay encounter in the washroom. AHHHHHHHHH!! so freakish. than right after the swimming session we rushed off to One Marina something building to submit Jolene's scholarship. it was horrendous i swear. than we had our lunch at BK. BK my arse people. The food sucks big time and the worse part it's expensive. We had their new course meal which promises american cheese oozing out of the burger but to our dismay the burger was cold and the sauce was like.. argh.
Goal!! Torsten Frings made the 4th goal for Germany. wth i am ecstatic!!! at 83minute if i did not see wrongly. his goal was amazing and his shooting skill is damn hot. i swear it was about 10metre away from the goal post. Ole Ole Ole Ole!!!!! hahas.
Back to my summarise story. i went to borrow 2 movies- The Promise and Flight Plan. Although i don't really have any slight idea what the movie promises and i was planning to watch Jodie Foster marvellous acting skills in Flight Plan since last year i guess. Oh and i catch this super duper nice Jap movie-Shinobi. The whole setting of the movie is perfect beauty. catch it if you have the chance. Starring Yukie Nakama-Japan's Most Popular Actress. Even the cover is fab!!
A road to self realisation}
Thursday, June 08, 2006
PEOPLE!!! Listen up. because i'm so going to show off my new bunch of friends and they are very nice.. ermm.. maybe. ya ok get back to the topic. Let's see who's in the photo. [Sarah, Vivien, Luv & Chi Meng-yo dawg] Chi Meng always claim he is the man/champion. the list goes on. anyway he is a nice guy my khaki in school and we always laugh and crap like nobody's business and that's us. Adeline was complaining to me last night that we laughed too loud at First Love Cafe and her whole gang of friends were scared out of their wit i guess because it was kinda random kind. like screaming in the middle of the night. hahas. I have yet to tell you guys that me and Chi Meng are damn good in doing-beware "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" and i think we just do this everywhere and everyday. it has so become part of our life and we are recruiting people in. On our white list-supposely because it's not a black list, is Celine. Oh dear, you must say this girl has come a long way as in awayie. If you don't understand what that term is, than keep it that way i guess. hahas. Celine is a fast learner and she's constantly topping the class. "Topping" as in scoring the best for her subjects and not the dirrty meaning which we learn in our literature text. trust me you wouldnt want to read Othello. hahas. oh it seems i am digressing away from the main topic. ok back to the main guy which is Chi Meng-homie, he's one tall funny guy and constantly cracking mama's joke. You can say he's entertaining although at first when he got admitted to our school i thought he look abit noobish. i guess you guys will agree with me. hahas. so i guess girls do look at him for the other reason. hahas. ok i was just kidding bro. don't get back at me. And this freaking guy is constantly showing off his CCA-Soccer. is like wth. he keep boasting about his tough training and stuff, sometimes i seriously want to jus stuff his mouth with whatever i have. But truefully speaking he's one big guy with a nice heart. You take care dawg. meet up soon.
Sarah, she was anti-social i guess when i first met up with her. she is one girl i admire the most because she is fit. she loves running like me=] her timing is better than most of the guys i think. which is quite a achievement. She's doing very well in her GP i must say. and she's very humble about all her achievements. she doesnt even ask/tell around her results unless someone ask her. She's in England with most of my Lit friends. i really regret not being able to go.
If i was gone with them, i wouldnt be wasting my precious time instead keying in the feedback forms. sometimes when they say "If it's not coming from your heart, it's not worth doing it" and i guess this saying is quite true. i seriously think that some stuff i do is not coming from within my heart instead i do it for the sake of doing it. i really regret this kind of actions. is a half hearted effort you see. but i guess it's all going to end soon and i am making decision whether to continue this process again. i need my space to rest. my mind needs a rest.
Will be meeting numees for dinner later and i am so happy i can see my buddy again. really miss her. she is forever so understanding after she got admitted into poly. hahas. i think poly sort of change her and i am glad it did. Numees!! I am very proud of you. i gave her a testimonial that goes," i m obliged to call her that because i owe her too much. she is always so cheerful and when ever i see the smile on your face it sures brighten up my day. hahas. though recently my life is pretty messed up and stuff, i still know you're constantly watching over me and praying that i will be in good condition(at least i hope). i really miss the good old days. i really wish that i was still the old mr vintage sitting in class and crapping all day long with our gang. thinking of the past really makes my present life pathetic. though i have my fair share of fun in JC but i still misses you. esp YOU!! my present life is screwed and i am very glad that you always take the extra initiative to ask me out. is the thoughts that really cheeer up my day. when i feel lost i really hope you guys will be there for me and guild me through the hard times. i am going through the hardest period of my life i guess. and human changes as time goes by. so accept me for who i am."
A road to self realisation}
TISA!!!!!!! I MISS YA MADLY!!!!!! have been so busy lately that i do not have the time to contact you guys. sometimes i feel really bad and stuff. pardon me if i do not message you but would love to let you know all ur messages will be saved in my Handphone folder. but sad to say, it's all gone because my dear phone actually disappeared in the cab. but seriously i don't care anymore. i just pray all my friends will still with me. Tisa has been a very good english classmates of mine for the last one year. Proud to say, we're in the top english class with Joel, Jas, Priz, Heem Mei, Shi Hui and alot of fun people. We are a bunch of funny people who never fail to make our nice Mrs Singh angry. hahs. considering Mrs Singh good temper-i think we really went over board sometimes. but still she loves our class don't you agree. hahas. I've been sitting beside this animal lover-Tisa, for one whole year and i must say she made a very good partner. we are always eating, laughing and not working on our assignment. THAT's US!! the picture i am going to post is one of the most beautiful picture i've taken with you and i really misses you so much and please contact me asap so we can call our usual gang and hang out. We must have lotsa to catch up oh ya u don't know much about animation. hahas. she's always so lost in space whenever heem mei and me start cross talking infront of her. She will show this puzzled and sad face to stop our conversation. hahas. i wonder did she ever succeed? but still i LOVE MY BUTT!! Picture is taken during Prom.
A road to self realisation}
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
what a shag and sunny day. and i have a stupid training at 3.30pm which is like killing me after every sessions. i still cant quite get it why i join swimming. Shan't talk much about training and stuff. now i have to decide whether to meet Joel at mac to study after training or meet HanFen for dinner which we have been talking about it for quite some time. HELP!! why not just go home after training? i think that's the best and i better start dusting my books and start revising. Look at the amount of dust. gosh it looks like a sheet of paper. My naggy mum is going to drop by my room and spot check again i guess. Soon. have been resting for quite a few days but still feel so forever exhausted because there's endless things i need to catch up on like friends, studies and my sports. Lucky mum just promise to let me travel overseas with my friend at the end of the year to Taiwan- [String Attached] and i think i am going to scuba dive with my HCI friends at the end of the year i guess. i am so excited about the trip. My HCI friends are very exciting bunch of people. they don't look nerd, one thing for sure. and they are really nice people who are always so funny and cheerful. Let me introduce my friends- Yee Sheng, Weiye, Yining, Tracie, Shu Han & Mei Fang. hahas. i am currently chatting online with Yee Sheng. his the guy who look small but has a BIG NICE HEART. hahas. been chatting with him for quite some time and if you guys ever want to know anything about him you know who to look out for. He craps alot but not as much as i do. wth is 3.18pm now. i need to rush off for training now. shall continue blogging later tonight if i have the time. [to be continued...]
I'm back peeps. just came back from my freaking swimming training and feeling all exhausted and stuff. let me catch my breath first before blogging. ok i am back. currently listening to some of nickelback songs. i like this band. they produces and sing great music. Lead Singer voice is super cool and husky. life is really full of uncertainty i guess. you will never know what might happen next. I lost my phone few days back during the first day of my camp, on the cab while going to Bishan to get tim his birthday cake. i wish i would not be so forgetful and not so oblivious of my surrounding. that day was screwed. i lost all my contacts. i maintain a happy attitude for the camp but inside i feel very fragile. i feel like breaking down. it was my extreme i guess. Feeling very tire and stuff but no one is there to encourage me. the pressure to do well. there's a saying "When you're right, no one remembers. When you're wrong, no one forgets." not only will they not forget but they will pick on you. that's how i feel. i actually broke down and cried over the phone to Pricillia. I am not afraid to say i broke down infront of her because we have been buddies for years. She's always there to lend me a listening ear and constantly praying for my health i guess. She was so worried for me when i was talking to her over the phone. i feel rather relieve after talking to her. all the tears of stress jus pop out and i felt that i actually rid my burden. i cant bottom up my feelings for that long. i had a good chat with her for an hour i guess. recently too much things have been happening in a short span of time and i feel rather tire of that. Look at me now, who would be in the right frame of mind not to be worried about people not being able to contact them? proud to say, that's me. i rather all the people in the world not being able to contact me and i don't give a damn seriously. it made me realised that i've been depending on my phone too much. Losing 300 over contact is very scary. imagine all my friends, teachers trying to "hunt" me down with messages and calls but they cant. on the other hand i feel i neglected alot of important people in my life. Shan't mention any names because the list can be compare to a toilet roll i guess. too many stuff on m head. Losing my phone is like losing mine touch with civilisation. i guess that is a blessing in disguise. anyway manage to finish a korean drama series. kind of nice. will introduce you guys next time and shall write a good story about the drama. is borrowed from Sarah who is not in Singapore currently. She's in England now. somewhere over the rainbow. i have tonnes and millions to blog but i guess i do not have the luxuries to spend all my time blogging. i still have not key in my feedback form for the statistic part. oh well i better scram now or else it will be too late. Deadline:12am tonight
"I like work. It fascinates me. I sit and look at it for hours."
Misses A4,
Sj Ong
A road to self realisation}
Dear Viewers,
Hahas. what a joker. ok get things straight!!! I am so gonna revive my blog after killing mine 1,2,3,4 blogs. opps. 4 blogs. i actually killed 4 of my blogs. You know, short attention span and stuff like having not enough time and yes my camp. CSSP camp. that was a total nightmare. i don't even know how i actually ended up there. IN THE EXCO. ok whatever. i totally screwed up my JC life with this camp and my studies is totally screwed. IS TOTALLY. but hey i still manage to write good chinese essays(surprisingly). hahas. i seriously should scan my essays and post it online. please don't under-estimate my ability to write ok even if i lost touched of my chinese. i actually scored 2nd in class with 43/60 for the first essay writing and the top which is.... Tay Min i think scored 44/60. come on, it's just one mark. hahas. i won't fret over it because it's just one mark babe. my objective is to maintain my momentum in chinese. sounds familiar right? yup. PW!! wth. spoiler. ok why am i spoiling my own mood. is kinda silly. ok get things straight, i got back my silly chinese essay no.2 and guess what i deprove. my marks actually fluctuated by 3 marks!! Mark my words-3 marks!40/60 oh gosh but i actually scored the same as Min. quite a achievement i guess. cause Min is very skillful in chinese people. Do not underestimate her. i repeat! hahas. oh the comment this time round is about my weak content!! ermm. was it something like a bad conclusion?? not really sure. oh gosh and after knowing my pathetic essay result, i thought i should really start polishing my skills, as in read more in a sense-newspaper?? channel 8 news?? oh god i dread watching channel 8. they produce the worse ever television programmes in the world i feel that's the whole cause of me dreading/avoiding chinese languages and shows. hahas speaking of that i have my freaking chinese oral. i am so going to screw everything up. i cannot read for nuts and there's this weird slang i am trying to rid off. oh ya speaking of the weird slang. i think i sort of irritated my friends. am i watching too much movie?? sitcoms?? oh gosh. i might as well migrate to somewhere(eg europe,america,australia) wth am i blogging here. shouldnt i be damn dumb proud that i'm a singaporean. let's decide on that issue later. back track and let's not digress from the main topic. Mr He aka He Lao Shi must be laughing at the bizarre way i was reading off that paper and i was practically skipping a word in every sentence. oh i feel like crying now cause this whole shit is so spinning in my head about me reading some shit crap for my oral. mummy is so gonna screw my whole head out.
Let just say today was a bad bad day. it was horrendous, petrifying you can say. it was antagonizing for me i swear. i was tortured mentally. it started with a bad note and ended in a bad note as expected. cause bad things come in a whole. they just keep rushing towards you i swear. and guess what-When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. i am so totally screwed up and i think i got to change lane fast before more shit starts rowing towards me. i won't wanna clean this shit.
Ok. whatever. at least i did comfort myself by going to BORDERS at wheelocks place. my source of comfort-BOOKS!! they cant talk!! so they are gonna suffer with me when i will spill out my beans and sorrow on them. but remember! they do teaches me stuff once in a while if i feel like learning. so i guess they are full of good qualities and people out there please stop giving excuses that you are damn busy with whatever like your life. get a life and start visiting the library. hey is fun reading ok. is a nice habit we should develop and that's what i have been trying to drive it into my brother's head. oh well he thinks he's smart anyway. my mum jus decided i should give him tuition because he just got his report card and guess what he flung his english and Literature. guess what. i'm stunned as in shocked, ok! you can say i was dumbfounded, fill with astonishment and perplexity. i was blown apart. how can my spastic little brother failed his english and Lit. it's so embarrassing for goodness sake. did he actually had any brain cells working or was he just dumb. i will give him the benefit of doubt although i still think that he's dumb. oh whatever.
Let's see what i've bought today at BORDERS.
-The Kite Runner (Khaled Hosseini)
-The Island ( Victoria Hislop)
-Friends, Lovers, Chocolate (Alexander McCall Smith) international best seller
-Shakespear Made Easy King Lear (Barron's)
i guess i was so excited and stuff to grab all those book home but i must always be mindful that i still have alot of Shakespears text that i've not truly decipher. Rozell's gonna kill me if i dont start working on my Lit. what's the point of scoring A1 for O's and doing badly for promos. so i am so decided to work hard and get back my As. i want my As badly.
ok let's not ponder on getting As cause i dun wanna make thing worse as if it's not bad enough. i have like a million things totally screwed up in my head waiting for my reply, i feel kind of lost too at some point of my life. Losing my love ones, friends who don't give a thought to their poor friend which is me. instead of releasing my stress they pile it on. RUB IT IN! what's wrong with my life?? i feel that the most important buddies of mine life disappearing. they mistaken me and to rub it on, they think i am a totally changed person. cracking jokes like "let's not send our children to JC next time!". shall not list down anymore of these steorotyping remarks about JC life. no ill intention though if the person who told me that actually read this. i just feel unjustified. i need to voice it out. all along JC was tough for me, i learn to juggle my studies and the camp at the same time. sleeping at 3am everyday and bloody hell wake up at 6.30am. and to add oil to the fire, school ends at 4plus till 6plus almost everyday from monday to friday. Sats and Suns are always full of disappointment as they pass in a glimsp. it's always about meeting up for projects or working on the camp. i will end up falling sick almost everyday and having gastric due to the fact that i dont eat regularly. (note: i am not anorexic). i will still try to get my ass up and crawl to school everyday because from what i know i am in Ms Noor Black List. i feel sick, but i am left with no choice. sometimes i wonder, has it got to do with time management. but when i think twice, i don't think so because the fact is i do not have the time. i need all the time in the world for everything to work out properly. i feel sick, lost and confused. should i carry on with this kind of sympathetic sadness of my current state of life. Am i oblivious to my surroundings?? must i stop to to observe and start to excogitate. i will reflect i guess. buts guess what i need to sleep. Speaking about sleeping, i feel i need to catch up with my hundreds of hours of sleeping time i've lost during the past few months. mind you! is past few months. i wanna refresh myself and get ready for my next battle. and i promise i won't be defeated easily. fight till the end and strive on. so let me end off with a cheesy quote and start blogging tomorrow again.
"Cheer up, the worst is yet to come."
Lotsa Love,
Sj Ong
A road to self realisation}
everybody by the count of three laugh out loud. as loud as your voice can project. "1..2..3!" MUAHAHAHA.
! it seriously look like porn. i m jealous!
