It seems I disappeared into thin air. Maybe that is when your life gets too hectic or either too empty. A series of unfortunate events filled with bad organisation of time, no, my feelings.
Put that aside.
Happy Chinese New Year to you guys especially my much neglected bunch of friends. No use crying over spilt milk. I treasure m friends more than other things. Sometimes my motivation to work harder to forge a stronger friendship but it did not occur to me that falling apart was much easier and indeed faster.
I think the world hates me. Call me a pessimist, yes I am. No longer the SJ Ong who is always carefree, outspoken and not forgetting my best weapon-Bluntness! And trufully speaking alot of people die under that weapon in fact i chase them off.
That is why I so love my babes! Esp the much neglected WSM, Prissy LaLa & many more. they are my happy pills. Oh and not forgetting my dearest Jessica, Cel and Sarah from JC! If i could walk back into the past, i would choose not to be friends with them. I feel greedy at times. Call me a social butterfly? perhaps. They bring my so much happiness and yet at times i feel i disappoint them. At large extend though. I love being around them but yet I do not even have enough time for each and everyone. I feel like a failure.
Enough of that. I think all these happenings and thoughts had allowed me to learn a great deal in fact I feel I have grown a little. I am a little less naive, a little awareness on how harsh society is going to be in future, a little more pressure, a little less happy. I feel lost and struggling bad to put it in exact. Enough of all these craps. Gonna end off with some photos. And gonna meet you guys real soon. I promise!! Love you all!!
Oh i went to Sentosa from Mount Faber!! Took the cable car!!
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Personal Calendar
Nov 23 - Lit P5
Nov 24 - St James Powerhouse
Nov 27 - Prom@Fullerton
Nov 29 - Malaysia
Dec 02 - Bintan
Dec 08 - Hongkong
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