My blogging genes got lost in the pool of genes 2months ago before I was enlisted. I cant imagine how much i miss civilian world and having all the time to meet up with my buddies. I made a few buddies in camp though and I must say that they're really cool dudes whom I can trust and depend on in camp. We tried to engage in higher order thinking as often as we can in camp. As for why I don't have to start from the basics to explain to you guys.
Oh and not forgetting that I cant describe my military life explicitly online due to some laws stated by the government. If you're interested to know any stories you can always just give me a ring anytime or drop me a sms.
I must say that alot of stuff have been going on in this extremely long 2months which stretch on forever to like 2years. which means that serving a full 2 years could mean that I would be practically going through the whole process for 20yrs! By then i can imagine my red light ticking, whispering to me to get married and settle down. Have alot of babies and most importantly an empire of wealth.
I told James today that if I ever were to have any sons, I would migrate away from Singapore. Not that i hate Singapore, but you see..... if i ever have the opportunity, I'll never give it up. Plus i get to fly my whole family away from this small island. :) James asked which country I would consider and he came up with a few of his own such as Maldives, Hawaii and some other islands located in the middle of a god damn big sea.
I told him that if i were to migrate, I would reside in a country which is fast pace, energetic, vibrant, modern, futuristic, a city that never sleeps at 9pm(-_-") and definitely many millions time bigger than my then country. HAHA. wishful thoughts. Not forgetting that I will pack my lovelies in my suitcase! *Jol you will be first few on the list! haha! Not leaving behind Jess, Cel, Joel, Shi hui to study with me overseas!
I paused my rambling for awhile and realise that all the criteria match almost nicely with Singapore! I said almost. Hongkong would be great with the endless cheap shopping till 1am! but it's a pity i would just die there because I have no foundation in Canto and the worse part would be that i can only utter some vulgarities in Canto which my friends totally catch no balls due to the funny accent. How great. I chance upon Shisei profile and saw her having a smashing time in Europe with Crystal! Woo hoo! That girl is so fortunate! When will it ever be my turn? Greece? Czech? France? UK? AHHHHHHHHH! And not forgetting that i love British women! haha. Babes with a brit brit accent would be really great. plus i might have a chance to meet Lily Allen, Regina Spektor, Sugababes and so many British artistes!
I'll just let my youth flow away when the 20 years comes to an end. Why do all good things come to an end while all the bad things are endless? Next up on the bad list would be my A level results. :( i need a miracle badly.
goodbye gotta have dinner soon. what an abrupt stop to an entry. love you all :)
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Ayumi is so funny!
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Saturday, December 08, 2007
Just to crack you guys up :)
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Through this entry I hope that i can clear all Long standing accusation against me.
First of all, I would like to thank Valen who was the only one who made it to my farewell dinner planned by See Mun and later was took over personally by me, myself and I. I have a huge confession to make and that although I know how reality bites, I've still got to say all these stuffs that could eventually make my friendship breaks and maybe allow for someone to grow and mature in the future. I'm not some kind of preacher neither am I perfect in that sort of "practice what you preach" person but at least i try my best to fulfill what i say.
And at least I'll try not to throw a petty temper on my friend's farewell dinner which apparently someone did.
See mun, I know that i promise that I would club with you after my A's. I know that you're extremely eager to club with friends whom you can get along extremely well. I would love to. And i am very thankful as you took the extra effort to planned something for me. But i agreed to the dinner but apparently did not promise that I would be able to go clubbing. But i could understand where you were coming from. disappointment and stuff. and ta-da, that day i had to eat my ego and suffer the worst ever disappointment of my life. (and i had to suffer a hundred times of the disapointment you suffered because I turned down your idea of clubbing)
I apologise to you not once but a few times but we couldn't come to a point of agreement where you could just come for my dinner. The last dinner with your friend before he's enlisted. I am not making a big woo ha about me getting enlisted though. All those late night jogging, stuffing ourselves with those damn mac burgers, walking home to burn off that extra calories that we pile on and chatting our hearts out like some rich asses. I thought that we were supposed to be grown up adults but maybe i was wrong, terribly. All that we done seems to prove futile in maintaining a healthy friendship.
I Love you as a great friend and I must say that you're an asset to my life but through this experience i felt that i had to eat my words. I have to second guess myself. Till today i asked if I did something terribly wrong but i knew that what i did was for my own good and that clubbing with a bad health was gonna be disastrous. Maybe i haven fulfill my part as a good buddy adequately. But i have to say to See Mun, is that the best you can make yourself appear to me, a stupid guy, who look upon you so much as a great friend? At our point of life, isn't it a huge disappointment that you failed to understand me? or did I failed to make others understand and believe me? You allow your disappointment to killed your friend's farewell dinner, knowing that he probably wont be able to squeeze any time to have another dinner.
I was not even in my best form when i went for dinner that day. I was coughing all the while(Valen can be mine witness). I went for the dinner to thank you guys and decided not to be a wet blanket any further. But to my surprise only Valen and Yanting turned up. Where the hell are these people i called friends and confide in ? Someone can just freaking send a message at 6:58pm(2mins before the time we're suppose to meet) saying that they are not able to make it. And for Chiew Xuan, i wont even bother cause all I could feel was an extremely attitude girl on that day. She demanded that Yanting to leave us right away and go with her to Bedok to see her doctor. I bet you didn't see a doctor in the end and you really made me view you in a very negative light. Period. Sorry for that harsh comment and if I said anything wrong, don't take it to heart. bleah!
All these projects are driving you guys crazy and I'm praying for you guys to do well. And i must say that having a dinner with me for a mere 2hours, I am not expecting much. but at least now i learn not to expect anything from any of you guys. We can still be best of pals the next day but no one bother to apologise, only Yanting did. I could not really understand what her mind was going through though but I must say, at least she made an effort to turn up.
I just came back from KL and Indonesia and i have to fly to HongKong on Sat. I need to get my rest and get well. That was the only reason i rejected clubbing and nothing else. Shihui and Joel, I'm extremely apologetic for not being able to club on that extremely rare day that you guys could make it. Still love you guys.
I wasted that day pinning hopes on all you guys whom i called friends for as much as 4years. i cried on my way home feeling like a loser. I was never treated like this. I disallow myself from calling anyone my best friends fearing that i may suffer the same fate as that day. I never knew that people could allow their friendship to diminish as much as i try to guard it. I was too stubborn. Too stubborn to prove others wrong that there is such a thing call best friend and that i would not call my friends something such as an acquaintance. at least now i know which term i would have to use on different people.
As for Jessica, I'm very thankful for always being so positive and encouraging to SJ. Now I really appreciate you for your effort in making me happy through those sad times. I'm sure our friendship would go a long long way. And you're definitely on my speed dial list when i feel sad and emo in camp! cheer up pal and i'm sure you will do well for your new job.
For sure, this is perhaps my last entry before i head for hell. to those who still cares, you can always text me:) still love you peeps regardless of the harsh things i've said here. I just want you guys to understand how i feel. Everyone of you is an asset to my life but i aint sure if you guys feel the same way. Ouch!
Love, SJ Ong
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Monday, November 19, 2007
Hey guys look at my personal calender(i've updated it) to book me in advance before I'm heading down to hell. cheerios and love all you guys. Catch you guys at St James this coming sat! woohoo! cool! Rmb to turn up!
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
Oh! And prom will be held at Fullerton on the 27Nov (Tuesday)! I'm looking forward to that day! The theme is glamor! haha. I've been trying to piece my clothes together with some help from here and there and I'm almost done! haha. thanks to those that have contributed :) much love from SJ *Jolene is my fashion consultant cum slave. muack This video is for you sweet :)
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Guys come on down this coming Sat to St James to party :) It's not definitely for older crowds man! If you need any tickets or anything just tag me. oh and it's one of the really rare days you can catch me clubbing:) cheers
Strike back of the slippery runway! Have a good laugh! I love it! HAHAHA. I will try to be nice and be sad later when I think of how i did for my econs paper this afternoon. totally screwed up!!
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Nov 23 - Lit P5
Nov 24 - St James Powerhouse
Nov 27 - Prom@Fullerton
Nov 29 - Malaysia
Dec 02 - Bintan
Dec 08 - Hongkong
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